Move over, soccer moms. There’s a new stereotype in town: middle-aged mothers of middle-grade kids in love with middling (okay,small) dogs.
And I am soon to be one of them.
How to explain the yearning?
What parent hasn’t listened to years of entreaties from kids begging for a dog? In our case, the begging came mostly from Daughter #2. When we describe the difference in our daughters’ personalities, we sum it up this way: Daughter #1 is like a literary cat, who loves solitude and curling up with a good book. Daughter #2 is like a dog, craving activity, people and balls.
It was difficult to harden our hearts to Daughter #2’s dog dreams because we knew how good a dog would be for her and, by extension, for the rest of us. And when your child is naturally inclined towards something, it’s hard to resist. I say this as the mother who rushed out to buy a discounted piano the night before we hosted a party for 100 people in our cramped 1912 house because our neighborhood piano store was going out of business and because Daughter #2 showed musical promise.
I sobbed as we re-arranged the furniture, so moved at having had the power to grant her wish. Have I mentioned that now, four years later, Daughter #2 would like to quit piano lessons?
We managed to push aside the dog requests by making sure Daughter #2 had plenty of access to other dogs: her friend R’s dog, dogs in our neighborhood and in her dogless friend B’s neighborhood. We were never so rash as B’s father RC to make promises such as, “if you clean up 40 dog poops, we’ll consider getting a dog.” Daughter #2 and B have steel wills and have probably picked up 400 poops between them. RC is on the spot.
Around two years ago, I found myself wavering. If Daughter #2 wanted a dog so much, I reasoned, why not give her one? We’re already experiencing family life at full throttle, so what’s one more thing?
This had been my rationale for breaking my anti-rodent injunction when Daughter #1 graduated from elementary school. A rat, or any rodent with a long nasty tail, was out, but I could live with a hamster. And live with a hamster I do. A very sweet hamster named Zen, whom I found on Craig’s list and whom we drove from Seattle to Whidbey Island to get, after several email exchanges and photo sharing with the owner of her birth parents.
Around six months ago, after a particularly heartfelt request from D #2 for a dog for her elementary school graduation, Jeff confessed to me that he was softening (for the record, his opposition to a dog had been our limited yard space. If we moved to a bigger house in the country, he was all for a dog). A few months after that, I injured my neck and began taking long walks every day, passing a host of neighbors and their dogs strolling companionably together.
“If you get a dog, no matter how much your kids promise to help, the dog will end up being your responsibility,” everyone warned me.
I had a lot of time to think during those walks. I imagined what it would be like to be responsible for a dog and began listing the qualities my ideal dog would have: no shedding, easy-going and good with cats,
small with small poops. A far cry from the Lab or Golden Retriever Daughter #2 had dreamed of.
Luckily, her friend G had just gotten a Shih Tzu puppy. I tested the waters, Given the choice between a small dog or no dog, which would D #2 choose?
We considered all sorts of breeds before I settled on Havanese, a breed that is growing in popularity.
I hunted down reputable breeders looking for puppies and we suffered one disappointment when a possible puppy was sold the day before we were scheduled to visit her.
Meanwhile, I trolled petfinders and rescue sites and Jeff, wary of a small, designer dog, suggested we visit shelters. We found several sad dogs and a few big, beautiful dogs, but none that was right for us.
In the end, I found a lovely breeder named S and things worked out similarly to the way they did when we got Zen, though we didn’t have to drive as far. S invited us to visit her expectant dog and sire, and shared emails and photos when the puppies were born. Shortly thereafter, just after dropping Jeff off at the airport for a business trip to Taiwan, the girls and I went to S’s house to choose our puppy.
This weekend, Jeff will meet him for the first time. He says he’s slowly getting used to the idea of a little dog, though draws the line at walking the dog if he (the dog) is wearing any article of clothing.
The girls have nixed all the great Cuban names we came up with and are hoping that once he meets him, Jeff will agree that the compromise name the three of us came up with is a perfect fit.
While we were en route to meet our puppy, we listened to a rebroadcast of This American Life’s episode In Dog We Trust. In Act 1, The Youth In Asia (which you can also find in his book Me Talk Pretty Someday), David Sedaris reminisces about his family pets. The death of one of them, he says, felt like the end of an era.
For me, this puppy feels like both the end and the beginning of an era. I have wondered, with the women I know who love these little dogs, whether they are replacements for our children, who are beginning to stick a few toes out of the nest.
My recent experience with a chronic ailment was a sobering reminder that I won’t always be able to push my body the way I want to.
The dog walkers in my neighborhood all seem to be in pretty good shape, though.
Though I have a few years left as a soccer mom, I can tell I will be entering a new subculture. My puppy and I already have some summer play dates lined up and I’ve gotten tips on where to find the best groomers in town.
When I think back to those sweet early days, when my kids were babies and toddlers, I didn’t always fully appreciate being in the moment.
I plan to enjoy every (or almost every) moment of our remaining time as a family of four with two cats, one hamster, eight fish (last time I checked) and one dog.
Ah, Alison! What a joy to read. I can almost imagine D #2’s delight. Time for me to meet him (her?) and you(s)!
He’ll be home for good in mid-July. We look forward to seeing you and to introducing you to him.
I have had dogs all my life, am a real dog lover, and my very favorite dog of all time was a Havanese. My Havanese was rescued, and was the sweetest, easiest dog I ever owned. He had a great personality. Unfortunately, he had a genetic problem which led to an early death, but that can happen with any dog (or human!). I was devastated when he died, but I treasure my memories of him. I hope you have as much fun with yours as I did with mine. By the way, he was named by small children when I got him, so I stuck with the name. Shaggy, what an original name, huh? I hope you feel the love as I did.
Thanks so much for telling me about Shaggy. We chose a Havanese because everyone talks about how lovable they are and we’ve been charmed by the ones we’ve met. We can’t wait to bring him home.
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